Not Enuff Rest

haven been resting enuff recently.
busy with work, family and a lot of other things...
workload to finish, family matters to stress, and a lot of tiny weenie things to attend.
at the same time, having to look energetic so that ppl won't start bombarding me with lots of questions.

alot of things happened in yr 2008. more things happened in yr 2009. But i hope the lunar 2009 will be better den the lunar 2008. cos i really had a very hard time in 2008.

been feeling uncomfy these few days. had a bad headache after lunch today. maybe its the scorching sun. so i posted in my FB status that i would like a panadol extra.

And...... TADA.....

someone saw my posting and went to buy and bring it up to my office for me... so touched. nvr expected it. nw i realised i actually do have a lot of caring friends. =) i immediately drowned 2 panadol extras down my throat and that made me so much better...

went st8 home at 615pm to rush for my reunion dinner. fell asleep on the bus from the moment i managed to secure a seat all the way till the bus interchange. Ppl must be thinking what the hell did that zha bor do all day that she is so damn tired to fall deep asleep at 6pm in the evening???

had a peaceful reunion dinner. no quarrels. think everyone is too tired to quarrel too. mum and bro been popping too many pills that i think they are too "seh" to talk.

though i dun like the fact, but sometimes i feel more at ease that way. at least nobody quarrels and creates trouble and i can finally get some peace out of it.

i'm tired. mentally and physically. hopefully lunar 2009 will be better. =)

till the next post, take care.

HALO。HALO。我在彩排，没有空接电话！

i wish i can drag this phone back! its so cute! the color very nice too. it'll be great if its a real one though and i suppose the whole building can hear ur phone ring if it really do!

LUCKY

Jason Mraz
LUCKY

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh


*no, i'm not in love, haha.. just find the lyrics and the song nice... cos everytime i post this kinda feel feel thingy, ppl will tink i in love*

2009 Proved Not To Be A Good Year For Me

i wished for a better year ahead.
but it din come true.
only a few days into the new year and all things worst come tearing my life apart.
my house is smashed. luckily my room is intact.
my bro is arrested (not for smashing the house, nobody can sue you for smashing ur own house). its for voluntarily causing hurt to public servant. gg to court early tmr morning and if there are no miracles, he will be gg to serve his sentence again. yesh, again. he has another court case on wed too. traffic offence.
hope everything will be fine and hopefully he'll make use of his time there to think through thoroughly and hopefully he'll understand that sometimes, it's better to give up den insisting on continuing when it causes hurt to all parties, whether involved or uninvolved parties.
i had the earliest reunion dinner(or should i say reunion supper?) ever.
god, please give him the strength and faith to go through everything and be a better person. maybe the psychiatrist will be able to help him. or a counselor. make him see the light and not walk in the dark alone anymore.
now that the new year is over, i can only hope for a better year of ox. the lunar year i mean. hopefully my wish can come true. sometimes. there's only one word to describe me: TIRED. not physically. mentally tired. but i guess my parents are more tired den me. sometimes i wonder how can they be so strong to withstand and go through all this without turning crazy. good night. i am gonna go try and sleep.